So basically the folders for my 6th Form work still haven't arrived so I'm using temporary folders which will hold a few notes until they arrive. Leave it to some German teacher to throw a fit about the fact that I am 'unorganized, a disgrace and potential to fail'. It's put me in a state of depression ever since.
What also didn't help is that my friends at school seem to be drifting away from me. They'll always talk to each other and when they do talk to me it'll always be mocking something that I enjoy, example Pokémon. Apparently the fact that tons more around the world, like me and same age, are still into it does not justify the idea that I should still like Pokémon. Which doesn't particularly help if I wear the t-shirts that feature my online friend's art which is slightly Pokémon-themed.
But they aren't all about Pokémon. I wear them because it reminds me of my friends online. It reminds me of people that have similar tastes and aren't afraid to admit it. It reminds me of people that I care for, who in turn care for back.
But would they listen? No, mock the guy that feels accepted elsewhere.

Argh, I feel like crap recently. I hope this doesn't last, I don't want it to get worse and worse until it gets to the point where I think the world would be better without me. But I'm already near that stage.